Those moments come when it just hits me
The defeat and desire
Like a hit to the heart
All because I used to love you
All because I didn’t have a happy ending
I still hold on to hope, hope that I will get that happy ending
After all those chances of realization
I still sometimes lie to myself. In those moments I lie to myself.
I never knew a first love could be so powerful
I never knew it still has the power to ruin my day
To make my heart beat slowly, knowing that my first love got away
A. Garcia
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